if i die within
when all my words are dead,
is that what makes you happy?
to see me bleed in dread?

i feel there is nothing
nothing I can do
when my mom will never question
and my dad is the center of this root

you seem afraid and deeply lost
but i don't think i should pay the cost
within your torment and fists
i hope you get the jist

so dad who are raised by?
yourself or merley others,
have you no sense of identy?
so you cling onto old ways...

never to be thinking
about who are and what you've done
you say "I just tried to raise a family"
but there seems to be more apon your tounge

and within all your chaos
that you have tried to just avoid
you're raised a wounded dog
that bites and calls it fun

and the other you have a puppy
that never wanted to attack
only hating your dominace
cause you say "that's how it's been"

so yeah I'm afraid
cause you seem so distant from your account
you've always told me to focus
but you seem so counted out

and then to your spouse
who is a mess with all her pains
she will not question
cause that was how she was raised

and now it is drawn
all out for you to see
i hope you understand
why I am so worried.